Good morning everyone
Gee I have not posted in awhile
Have not updated much of anything online
But I am here still alive, but recently you would think
I am totally lost, because I have a problem even locating myself
these days. I am behind, behind and struggling to climb out
of this hole I have recently found in life!!!
Everyday last week begin with black clouds rolling in
and major rainfall.........I think Oklahoma has had it's share of
weather this year throughout the state!!
But now it is all calm, and the days are back to normal?
how normal well apparently we will see our temps rise this week
it will be in the high 90's here today!
What else has been happening
Miss Vada turned One on the 4th Of June
my youngest son turned 30 on the 8th of June
Hello I am old!!! *Sigh*
now if you want to avoid the following you can because
the picture is not a pretty one LOL
some of my friends know I have a bad foot?
have had for about 4 years now
not sure if it is a past injury or the knot I now have
on the ball of my foot which was in the arch for years of my life
see the difference in the size of my *
beautiful* UGLEEeeee feet!!
*guess I could of washed them first I have been out on the deck
IT has caused me so much grief and pain!
yes I have been crying like a baby
I have had a bad foot problem before and endured the uncomfortable
life of a cast for months, and I fear the worst
When if I go to the doctor
I just keep putting it off, but now the swelling is in my leg so I am worried
about a blockage of some kind??
I have picked up my phone a dozen times in the last couple of hours
to make that appointment
the one that will drain my funds *without insurance*
about a year ago I had an x-ray only to be told they would have to do
an MRI.............HELLO, really and how much did you say that would cost?
seems they think the knot is attached to a tendon, which would require surgery
if not it can be removed in a doctors office???
I would say with the strain that is on it, it must be attached as I can hardly
flex my foot without an a great deal of pain!!
*SOBBING here* sorry I had to cry on someone's shoulder this morning
And it really is the pits not being able to get out and walk around much
ok off of my Pity party
Have a wonderful week